Yah don't feel bad. I learned about BTC in about 2012 or something and tried to buy some only figuring out there was no way to do it at the time or no way easily available to me. Then I sort of forgot / gave up. Wow, crazy to have this gut instinct that I needed to own a bunch of these little digi-coins and then ignore it and then find out my gut knew it all along. Some things just aren't in the cards eh?