Lucky for me I have been living a life fairly against the grain and never really doing a full time job. I'm not lazy im creative and I never have enough time to fulfill all those creative ideas. Looking after my body and what I eat so I can live longer fully functioning and able to all the things I want to do in this life. I always had the mentality when I was young try and do as much as the things I want to do just in case I was to die tomorrow. I'd still be happy with what I've done if I did but I'm not ready to go yet