The first step is always the hardest, that is the truth, which you have buttressed by your point there. It is always hard to start something and after taking the strength to start, you feel a bit better...and afterwards again, doubts starts setting in and feeling of regrets hahaha...i can totally understand you on that.

Consistency is key. In everything, once we lose that consistency, it takes a little bit more effort to get back in tune. Same thing with footballers. If you haven't been practising as you should, You feel out of tune but with a little bit more efforts, you get it back.

Having someone to help you through the process makes it easier. Maddie is so adorable, right? Hahahaha.

I SINCERELY admire your courage to learn Spanish. Learning a new language isn't easy at all. As exciting as it might first sound, it gets tiring along the way. Well done and I am proud of what you've been doing so far.