This is one of the hard fact not easily acceptable by men, we think we can be loved based on whether we are good or bad.
Let me disappoint you a bit, if you are good, not all would love you. If you are bad, not all woukd hate you, even if you are a monster, some people would still prefer you to the cool headed guy on the street. Hahahahha
Just don't worry about how others sees you, go ahead and do those things that's makes you happy.

If you live your life to make everybody happy, the only person that will not be happy is you.

Nobody is in possession of your happiness, you have key with you.

You don't have to try to make people love you. In fact they won't love you for trying...smile
Just be yourself and let those that love you love you for being who you are. No matter what, you can't be love by all.

Thank you @olawalium and @communitycoin