I feel that as long as there are attack points, they will be corrupted in 1 form or another even if owned by altruistic people. everyone has their breaking point from selling out cheap to giving into threats against self or loved ones. The true powers that be have studied humans forever and can play most like a fine-tuned instrument. the ones they can't control can easily be eliminated. A 100% transparent system needs to be developed and the people that need to hide their identity for any reason will not survive under scrutiny. We only learn from our mistakes if we take credit for them :-) People that learn they can hide from mistakes are likely to repeat them. the ability to squash opposing points of view is incredibly dictatorial and should never be allowed in any kind of free society.
Hang in there brother, you spend far too much precious energy defending yourself. I believe your heart is in the right place and you will solve the important issues this new technology is suffering, even if it is just 1 or a small improvement overall.
Cheers