I don't bother to look outside my window nowadays! The same view numbed my mind and made me lazy! I have to get out of my little space and experience the outside world to wake myself up! I am the stranger in this world. I understand no one and no one understands me!
Many strangers sitting and laughing in the same room. Crazy world?
Well, if you don't want to look out your window then look in your window. So many different people to be (without ever leaving the comfort of your own home - just your inner comfort zone).
Thank you very much for your kind advice. It’s quite difficult this thing called friendship or relationship. But by having friendship, I learn to see myself from other’s perception. This is my window to the real world which reflects painful or disappointing reactions to me. I tried looking into my window but I was quite biased towards myself. So, I have to find a balance. Life is quite a mental struggle, the brain is always seeking answers to unanswerable questions.
Sometimes I just forget to be and simply live.
Thank you for your kindness.