Well I imagine all the odyssey you spend, to meet your needs as it is to go to the bathroom, and for what you read you do not like to mortify your parents, hopefully you have improvement in general, but sometimes the medicines that we do well for some disease is contraindicated for another organ, in my case I live with arterial hypertension, my medication has side effects for my kidneys. But you just have to keep fighting until God has a friend @cryptopie