But when I returned in 2017/18, my life was not that easy as it used to be in 2014. Even I have burned some of my BTC out of ignorance, carelessness during those days.

That's the rule of the game, to win a lot you have to be prepared to lose everything. I was and that’s why I went. I lost $ 3,000 at the beginning which was a huge amount for me, but which I didn't need to live on. So I took the risk knowing that I could afford to lose everything.