I am so sorry that @luvbnamome and your family are going through this terribly tough time. I was not aware of your struggles. The blanket is beautiful and was made with care and love and thoughtfulness and with prayer stitched in every inch of yarn that passed through the makers hands. That's powerful medicine. I send you all of the prayer, reiki, good vibes and healing energy that I can muster. Better days are ahead and though the waters are choppy now, they will by smooth like glass in time. Hang in there my friend and take care of your family <3 <3