The edginess that I thought was part of my personality and that I thought I needed to heal - that little bit of nagging anxiety that was always there - isn't without coffee.
God I LOVE coffee. And hate it. This feeling is so familiar to me... im quitting too. Again. Thabks for the reminder WHY. Xxx
I know, me toooooooooo girl. I have a super dark roast and espresso that I fucking looooooove to have first thing I wake up in the morning. Been drinking coffee for a VERY long time. Just green tea for me for now as I look at how I really am minus the drugs.
I know.. we drink proper dark zingy local roasted coffee.. whole ritual shebang ... even green tea makes me a bit zingy. My adrenals get overloaded and I have to quit but then i stupidly start again when i get to jaw clenching stage... !! I found this insanely delicious wet cacao chai blend which is a good indulgent substitute for me... and i will have to make some of my turmeric mix too. That usually helps the kick...