Awesome piece! It's relatable as ones sometimes gets confused and lost at life after consuming oneself in alot of opportunities to be better. Most would preach gathering momentum;

And for many others, perhaps the only real freedom and fulfillment is to be found once we’ve surrendered to letting our old, failed selves die and embrace the unknown, allowing ourselves to be guided by forces that know what they’re doing way more than any fucking “motivational gurus” whose dogma would have us running in circles chasing illusions until the point of burnout...

Attimes, when such surrender takes place, one gets to be tagged as lazy and some sort of names but in life, we are not alive to live life just the same as others