Thank you and that is fine. It is always hard and we all have to look at our own situations for understanding. Plus that shows that you love your cat in the same way that I love Buddy and that tells me that you have a good heart.

The house feels so empty now. Bandit, the other dog on the couch, is still here so I am not completely alone but there is something missing.

I suppose I will get better with time but things seem pretty shitty now and I imagine that they will for a while. I am trying to keep going and I am spending time with Bandit (I can tell that he is sad too so he needs the company).