A friend of mine bought a very old house with huge land in Italy. We can call it a ruin. Her dream was to turn it into B&B. However they didn't have enough money so her husband started to do all the work himself (he was a salesman before so zero experience too). Well, it takes him now 5 years already but he is almost finished. They can soon move in and make their dreams come true. Anytime we meet them their eyes are shining with excitement. Yes, it is hard work but they are getting there. Why am I telling you this? It might seem too much right now for you but you'll eventually get there and enjoy the amazing feeling of satisfaction that you did it yourself, for your future :)