Oh, I am so sorry. The loss of a sibling is so hard. The expectation is that your parents will leave this earth before their kids.

I thought I would get a sign from him, somehow, somehow... but my thoughts are running in the direction of, it will be in his time, not mine. So I put those thoughts to rest. And I think that is healthier for me right now.

I once was sleeping a was awakened by a draft of sorts. (I swear it sounds creepy, but, it wasn't!) and I looked over and there was standing someone that was very close to me who had died weeks before. He said my name and said it was okay. I got up out of bed and went to the kitchen to make sure that it wasn't a dream and then went back to bed. To this day, I believe it was him. I felt a peace wash over me and I never saw him again.

Our love will never die. I agree. And thank you so much, Rebecca @rebeccabe I appreciate your thoughts and words. Truly, Truly.

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