Awesome post mate. This is so true, even as a positive person I have my moments. Been through a lot over the years, as I'm sure we all have, seen the bottom of the barrel more then once and been in that much mental pain through what people have done to me that I struggled for breath. But that's life it is what it is. I take heart in positivity and use the pain to drive me through. Unfortunately not everyone is able to do this and I have lost friends and family along the way to depression. If you need help ask someone, anyone just don't lose hope.