I think being honest is on the positive spectrum, even when it stings. Like I said, that positive stuff can hurt. I think people are just fucking confused these days and want to be part of the happy cult. I can be happy, sad, angry, whatever I want. Can't stay in any of those places for long though because that knocks the system all out of whack. Force happiness upon yourself and one tiny misstep can be enough to create a devastating agony. These brain juices are really something.