Yep, this is a question I have often asked. It almost seems that youre in a world not made for you....and in a lot of ways I believe this is indeed the case.
Yes were not made for the fallen world as we are more than 'this'. Eternal perspective is really hard for us living here, but it is the perspective that is needed to get through such a difficult world....and it is not weakness to remain good and pure in a world that is opposite. In fact it is what true strength is