Hey @hethur240 you totally can do this! I don't know you, but just from this post and others youve clearly got a strengh of character many would be proud of.

Heck just you typing this post out shows you still have some fight in you, you really need to tell your husband, its highly likely he doesnt know the true extent of how you feel and may lead to some breathing space you need.

Honestly thanks for sharing how you feel its a hard hitting reminder that people don't always understand the inner turmoil those suffering go through if they havnt walked a mile in thier shoes. I really hope you find your way back into the light, keep on fighting!

Sending you positive energy! 💙

I really hope you manage to find something today thay lifts the anxiety/depression a little, grab a coffee, cold drink a pet whatever an find somewhere calm to sit for a while