What am I doing with my life? I did and do mostly what I do not like. Working 60-80 hours to keep me and my kids alive, big lack of sleep and always sick.
That is all I have after a childhood of being molested. There won't be more either, simply because it is over if it comes to my body. Friends leave if you can not help them out (financially too). I am not attached to life and I do not see it as a gift.
Sounds to me after reading your Jet ski adventure you had plenty of YOLO so I wonder what makes you think you had not.
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Thank you @wakeupkitty yes, to work for money mostly entails doing what do not like. Nature is kind to all but you must allow it before its works for you.