The better jokes I made I told only to myself because happens when in walking, self talk is the best, I'm an unique son of my family so, self talk is common for me, only that when I'm with others I tough that was weird and I don't know in which art of my life I stopped havin deep talks with myself, now that I realized that I try everyday to don't be shamed of a self talk on the street, I know I had meditations on mind that nobody understand, also I speak to me tough writings, in that way helpsme drain stress, if the idea is on paper is not anymore on your brain, you save overthink and can move mentaly to another meditation.