I do feel I can relate to what has been said about Shamanism to a degree. One thing that intrigues me most about life is death. Since age 20 I developed obsessive thoughts about it and now 31 I’m just as aware. It makes me question what is the meaning of it all in the end? You can bring joy and healing to others yet that is their ultimate demise also. Not that this life doesn’t contain beauty and all, but you would like to think there is some ultimate meaning in the end.