To be honest I find it very hard to understand your story :( I am confused by the pictures and the kind of English you write. He or she is who? I think you are in love with? May I give you some advice? Perhaps shorter content will do the trick for you. This way more people are able to understand what you mean to say or want to express. Afterall it is not about the amount of words we use but the kind of words we use. I hope you will keep this love and stay as happy as you are now.