So sorry for your loss!
It's really painful when our dreams and expectations get shattered all of a sudden. I did notice that you along with @apone and @flutterby29 invest heavily in various gambling platforms. But didn't know its as much as your 2/3rd of crypto portfolio. That was really a huge investment on your part! May you have strength to sustain it. Let's hope you recover it somewhere. May the other 1/3rd crypto go to the moon!