Swoooop!
Don't go!
I've been feeling this lately too. I know that doesn't help, but there it is.
I have no answers for you, other than keep living, keep trying, don't give up.

Deleting Facebook was probably a good thing. 😏
Imma send you a message in Discord, just in case you don't come back here... but I know you will, at least to cash out the Steem from this post to eat.

Many of us have been there.
It's hard when you have no one to reach out to. But here you DO.
Reach out. We may be all far away, but we can be close.