Salaam! Friend you & me are almost same nature. I also need care.
I inspired from you. You know why? because I felt you & me think in a same way I think. I am also not so good in English. You mentioned in your last lines that you are using Google Translate so I'll also use this tool because I am also weak in English.
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You are so nice person. Have a blessed life friend.
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