Interesting post to read @soyrosa. I value what you have to say, as one of the ... uhhh ... more "experienced" people with whom I have interacted over my first year "in here." 😉

"This taking a break from Steem is harder than I thought."

I have progressively reached my own place of more or less greater peace about the "balance" of how I chose to invest my time "in here" vs. "out there." A relative statement from where I am today vs. where I was starting on my "journey" on the Steem blockchain a year ago.

Won't say more for now, but looking forward to what you have to say, upon your return from your quiet time and reflection.