Wow... I really relate with you! I am also working on finding the balance of homesteading + work + steem time. Its not easy, especially when I know how healing and energizing working outside and being outside is. I keep going back and forth on the pendulum. Somedays I swear off technology and want to live only in the garden and the forest. Other days I find so much reward in the online community and remember that I choose to make an income with computers. Good luck to both of us. I think we are getting the hang of it :)