there were some guys once making computers at their garage. I think they called them too lunatics so the one ended up with micrososft and the other with apple. So i prefer saying me now luntic and then clever. i dont advertise my post or beg for upvotes but u must see this
https://steemit.com/video/@doubletroubles/failing-into-success
Coz u can realise from a person u quit puting effort to his youtube channel but he saw his revenue rising.
So the things are strange and no need to feel like u are lunatic sometimes all its need is to make what we are pleased and keep going