I’m here. Sometimes I comment. Most of the times I don’t. I tend to upvote and comment those I have regular interactions with - currently we don’t have a lot of those. Steemit is about reciprocity for me :-) Not a vote for vote thing - but building a friendship. You’ve been more absent and I know (partly!) why so I still say hi from time to time <3 But I can’t keep up with all those I interact with so I become more selective in picking which posts to read that day.
I know these feelings. I also know I've been absent. Depression, then trying to fill my time with Utopian stuff. It's been a lot. And I haven't been reading... well... anyone here, really. It's crappy. But I'm very glad you're still here.
Just don’t blame yourself. Things come and go and come back again. Depression is rough. Now Utopian eats your time - and as long as that works for you keep doing it. I’m still here when you want to be here ‘more’ again <3