Firstly, from your post, it doesnt look like you are a kid. The post is very mature and thought provoking so kudos for that.

Secondly, whether you had a mild form of depression or not, you should have a professional tell you that. I come from a country where speaking about mental health is a taboo and depression is quite literally a rich man's disease.

I have seen 13 reasons why and I agree that the show is awsome. In fact, when i first checked it on netflix, i wasnt going to see as i thought it was a teen drama. However, the show will speak to people of all ages and is actually a very complex drama done very weel. It just is so real that is transcends generations, specially season 1.

Lastly, your post is brave and should be read by all. Its difficult to admit what you have and hats off to you for that.