That's some really sad news @kweenbrand. Nothing wrong with having a good cry about it though. I'm a firm believer in crying and have cried over many things over the years. For me it helps and like you helps me to move forward. Hopefully it all works out in the end. You never know there could be a very good reason why your name was left off the list. It just hasn't been revealed to you yet. Blessings xxx.