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in #thoughts5 years ago

I hate this feeling, that I should be always moving, going somewhere; when I'm just sitting on my ass, I'm starting to get nervous, anxious, I start thinking what I should do, what can I do, how can I do. Not that planning would be bad, but it feels like I get confused in front of all the possibilities. Freedom - I guess it comes with the price of having analysis paralysis every now and then. I get the same feeling at home, too, but on the go it seems like much stronger impulse to keep moving.

If it wasn't for the weather (rain) I would be hiking right now and seeing some of the beauty the nature of Romania has to offer - soon though. I just have to do it, be it cold or warm, I can't leave without doing it. I feel like I could also use some alone time anyway. It's been so much dealings with people, and even though it's been awesome, I think I'm also starting to feeling it; I've slept 9-10 hours for a lot of nights in a row. Although it could just be the winter pushing over.

Anyhow, it seems like I'm aiming to be back in Finland for the Christmas. I'm excited, because I'll meet a bunch of friends and relatives again, but also afraid about the time after, because I know how quickly I get restless again while at home. I know I'm going to have to find a job, maybe in Finland or in another country - that would be cool. Something, at least, otherwise I'll just spiral deeper into the box (also known as 'my room') that likes to keep me inside way too many hours of the day.

I don't know, I'm just rambling publicly my thoughts out on "paper" so I can make some sense out of something.

Sorry, not much else to say. I'll put couple unseen pics from Budapest - which I like - under as filling since I don't much like making posts called "Travel with me to [Budapest]".

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Hey @celestal, I hope you're still having fun with your adventures. I am glad that you find your way to travel across Europe, since I remember that's something you've always wanted after the civil service over.

Maybe you can write a travel content from all the places you've visited! I might have totally missed all your previous stories but it's good to hear that you're enjoying the time.

Also, yeah, hopefully you don't have to go back to your room again :-D it's not fun.

Have a safe travel!

M - from across the pond.

Hey @macchiata!

I have made several posts here already about my travels. I'm definitely enjoying it, and it's nice to finally get to do it.

How's your travels btw? Still in Bali? Or occupied with studies?

I managed to read them, especially your encounter with man in the hostel you were staying and you got him to steemit.

I am not traveling anymore at least it's over for this year. I am back to my study town and mainly studying. Trying to be a good student once again ))

Safe travels, consider writing with #travelfeed hehe

M- from across the pond.

Hello, Miika!How are you? My mother and I like adventure, and by the way, we also recently were in Budapest, we really liked this mysterious city. How you about Szecheni Bridge, and what did you like the most there? We strive to travel more and further)Even more money would be paid....it would be unsurpassed🤗😂💪IMG_20181122_151934.jpg

Oh hi, @bugavi! I'm good, thanks for asking, continuing travels in Romania, hopefully seeing the mountains soon.

You even remember my name!? Now I'm embarrassed I didn't make sure to remember yours, I'm so bad with names 🙈

My mother and I like adventure, and by the way, we also recently were in Budapest, we really liked this mysterious city.

How nice, you were in Budapest, too! It's definitely a nice city, and the bridge sure is a prestigious one. My favorite place was probably the Gellért hill (the big hill next to the river) - I just really like climbing things 😄

We strive to travel more and further)Even more money would be paid....it would be unsurpassed🤗😂💪

Hopefully Steem has a bright future, so it can fun our future travels 😉

For me, SF was one of the most important events in my life, and so it was important to me everyone, who I met there. You were also the person with whom I wanted to get acquainted)😉😜☺️ Mom told me about you) By the way, we met you in Salt caves) I was still with my mother @olga.maslievich. Mentioned?;)

Unfortunately I have forgotten where are you from, but I hope that soon we will visit your country too🌱

Yes, I remember well that we met briefly in the salt mines!

Unfortunately I have forgotten where are you from, but I hope that soon we will visit your country too🌱

It's Finland. Please do pay a visit there! We have some uniquely beautiful nature there.

For me, SF was one of the most important events in my life, and so it was important to me everyone, who I met there.

You have the right attitude! It was a life-changing event for me, too.

Oh, Finland - it's so mysterious)

Yeah, even Santa Clause with his reindeers lives there, in the Lapland.

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