Nope, I feel like it's lost time and I could be doing something steem related.

I'd tease you more about being an addict but I can't really say much as I'm about the same with my project XD And people like you keeps projects like this going :)

I'm not sure how I'm going to manage to not look at my phone all the time and come off as rude or even uninterested.

If you're with someone then you're with someone :)

I've been doing some exercise and I've kept a good physical condition and yet I'm dying inside. I'm tired,

Getting old sucks apparently XD

Good luck with the team and the crush!