When you work out regularly (gym), you don't notice that your body changes, and become stronger, I think it's the same with the mind, you didn't notice that you aren't that 16 years old anymore, and in some way you cling on that person that you were.

Sometimes a place becomes dark, just because you eyes were closed ! Yeha me 2 happy I found this platform, I was saying yesterday that to my wife that steemit allowed to just "be"