Fwiw, depression is not something that comes to mind when I hear your voice on the creatives chat or PYPT. I’m still reminded of the welcome and encouragement in participating that chat awhile ago. I do know what you mean about not wanting to share negativity. We can never share and harvest enough smiles, and it’s even more important to do so when things aren’t going so well.

Anyway, I’ve been meaning to checkout your Ulogs, I really like the concept. But I’m sorry to hear of your current hardships. It makes me sad to hear that you see the sun, but not feel it’s benefits because it reminds you of what you no longer have. When I’m feeling down, that’s been the one go-to I could rely on. Getting outside and enjoying the sunlight. I hope there’s more options for you in the near future, you never know what’s around the corner. My fingers are crossed for you!