teh man giveth and the man taketh away. I feel its easier to give when one has more to give myself. I don't think you should need to apologize, its yours after all :p
I don't even consider delegation to anything that gets no revenue untill i have 10k sp or more (that is if the price moves back to reasonable limits)
it's folly to hand out stuff you need, but that's my opinion. If bill gates gave it all away he wouldnt be sponsoring research right now