I really want to reply to your post to cheer you up a bit, but I have no clue how to do that in a proper not ridicolous way. I guess I'm not good at that. Thus, I send you an upvote through the bot "stef" which is probably worse than any other thing I could have written. We all have our struggels probably in very different ways. At this point the suggestion of the wise man comes which you have heard already a thousend times in other situations. So, as I think you are a clever guy this comment ends without any wisdom in it. Have an unexpected great day.