Hey @inspirewithwords. I am sorry to hear that it feels as though everything is falling apart or away. Is it in your personal life that you are experiencing this?

I am however glad to hear you are at peace with the process, and that you can see the new life that will come from this.

If I may ask, when you are referring to "the glory of god" and "letting god dictate what's next" - to what god are you referring? I can't help but notice that you write god with a lower case 'g'. If you would be so kind as to share with me what the focus of your personal faith is (I hope this isn't too personal; please feel free to tell me if you experience this as inappropriate or invasive. It is not my intent.)