I in turn had to laugh are your post sized reply @practicalthought because I feel you read me well. I have felt very exposed to my editor. It was like I was at school and Uni again getting assignments back and that grading system. At first I was on a very steep learning curve. I has to work hard on swallowing my ego and pride. Jan is very good at her work, and also kind giving me positives so that propelled me along. One of her compliments that I really caught on fast so that was a plus. Although I still fee self-conscious I know that i need an editor called Jan.