mishmosh (44)in #sober • 5 years agoI drank insteadI woke up feeling okay, forgiving of myself, somewhat regretful. Well, regretful. I didn't go overboard. I drank three…mishmosh (44)in #health • 5 years agoOutcomeI failed tonight but I will win tomorrow.mishmosh (44)in #blog • 5 years agoUnredacted unedited Stories I tell myself in stream of consciousness while fighting off a bad habit craving.These are the bad stories, the stories that if I told my friends and loved ones, they wouldn't believe me. They would…mishmosh (44)in #motivation • 5 years agoStories I tell myselfI set myself up for success. Every balloon I release into the air brings me happiness, every message in a bottle I set…mishmosh (44)in #hypnosis • 5 years agoMilton Erickson gave me strange dreams.I watched a YouTube video of Milton Erickson in session from the seventies. He was doing an arm levitation induction…mishmosh (44)in #health • 5 years agoBad sleep againKept waking up throughout the night. I’ve been working out the past two weeks and sometimes my body feels like it’s on…mishmosh (44)in #dreams • 5 years agoBad Dreams: Woke up Screaming Last NightI think the scream/moan dreams started in college, maybe after college. Lately I think it’s either sleep apnea or…mishmosh (44)in #exercise • 5 years agoTrying TumericI’ve heard good things about tumeric. My parents have some, I’m staying with them. I’ve taken 500mg the past two days.…mishmosh (44)in #health • 5 years agoBack on the wagon!Had a good morning, did some yoga, later I’ll do some cardiomishmosh (44)in #me • 6 years agoFell off the workout wagonI’ve been traveling, driving all day. Drinking at night. Bad newsmishmosh (44)in #psychology • 6 years agoEnnui and accelerationI have been depressed at many points in my life, some bouts have been longer and deeper than others. I make it through…mishmosh (44)in #health • 6 years agoI lost 1.6 lbs since Friday!I’m also stronger in the weight room as of yesterday. I was able to do two sets of 145 at 12 reps each on the bench.…mishmosh (44)in #writing • 6 years agoWoes me... Unmoored.I am uninspired. I have not lost my way, I simply don’t have a way. I don’t have a destination, a goal. I’m floating…mishmosh (44)in #health • 6 years agoI lost a pound of fleshIt may have been a pound of sweat though because I weighed myself at the end to the workout. My jeans are still tight…mishmosh (44)in #health • 6 years agoI’m on a dietI’ve worked out this week. Here’s what I did. Still have to cut out beer and Junk food though 8/21 18 minutes yoga…mishmosh (44)in #sober • 6 years agoStill struggling with it.Everyday I say the next day and find myself going back to it.mishmosh (44)in #alcohol • 6 years agoStop drinking!Looking to start a group of steemians looking to eradicate alcohol and other addictions from their lives. Who’s in.…mishmosh (44)in #politics • 6 years agoOn what grounds did Trump Pardon LibbyThe guy was rightfully convicted, already had his sentence commuted by Bush, but he was guilty. This is an abuse of Presidential power.mishmosh (44)in #politics • 6 years agoTrump lawyer arranged payoff to Playboy Playmate for Republican fundraiseReported by WSJ and picked up by other papers...mishmosh (44)in #politics • 6 years agoTrump literally makes me sickIt’s gotten to the point that I’m literally getting sick following the Trump news. I can’t believe a straight out con…
