@magicalmoonlight thank you very much for stopping by and sharing a very intimate topic. its not an easy one and strange because if i get caught up with a bout i can either gain or lose. i haven't figured it out yet. strange really. i'm very sorry to hear about your current state and i will say a blessing for you. some of this is a cycle thing, sometimes as a high sensitive/empath i get very tied into the earth and the earth changes. sensitive to many other souls, etc. thank you again for sharing.