I'm not sure about pride. I'm not feeling that so much as longing. I wasn't really done with enjoying the life I had before now needing to shape a new one. Usually I have no problem letting go, but I've only once ever moved on from a place I was still happy to be, until now. I guess it's a nice thing about my getting on in life that I'm learning to be happy enough somewhere to actually not want to leave! In youth there was always the excitement of the idea of greener pastures.