Yeah you are right and I've been constantly trying to pursue a future that is yet to come and I feel like I've just started to realize how much of present moment I've been maybe "postponing" waiting for future. Thanks for your constant support and insights in my posts it feels great knowing that it is being read :D. By the way I think this has to do with the books you brought me last time. So for that and more I'll be always thankful my friend!