Prompt of the day “Intensity” - No More Grey Areas, I Won’t Accept Them!
On or Off.
Black or White
This or That.
My mind does not like grey areas. There is an intensity about me people pickup on.
Dramatically apparent today as I sit here in the clinic going on 7 hrs.
I’m good then I’m not, the impatiently pacing patient. At least they have stuck me in a waiting room now.
Still need to be triaged then I’ll wait even longer.
No longer must I listen to the sniffles and coughing. Endure the rustling of papers. The BS chatter of the front desk people, get back to freaking work already!
I feel the anxiety building, I want to snap! When the doctor will finally come in they will be defensive as my intensity will attack them.
How can I let it out while I’m stuck in this waiting room!?!
I’m pacing and making the nurses nervous, my intensity can be interpreted as aggression.
If you know me then it’s obvious I just want out of my skin.
If you don’t know me your thinking about dialling the police.
I want a freaking diagnosis, no more grey areas.
Tell Me What I Have Already
I need an answer one way or another, yes you know or no you have no idea. Don’t you dare say it could be this or that.
I want to put my mind at ease, say nothing if you actually know nothing!
No more grey areas, I won’t accept them!
Let me know your thoughts in the comments below!!!
Thats it @d00k13 OUT
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Hay cosas, situaciones de las cuales nosotros no tenemos ccontrol o podemos cambiar. Así que llenarnos de angustias y rabias nos hacen más daño que bien.Entreguemos todo en la manos de nuestro Padre, el sabe que hacer por nosotros. Oro por tí porque ese examen llegue antes y coloque en tu camino el doctor indicado para mejorar tu condición.
Translation
There are things, situations of which we have no control or we can change. So filling us with anguish and rage do us more harm than good. We deliver everything in the hands of our Father, he knows what to do for us. I pray for you because that test arrives earlier and puts in your path the right doctor to improve your condition.
Thank you @isgledysduarte for the support! I certainly do hope I have finally found that path I am meant to be on!
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I'm really happy for you.
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That sucks!! Have you ever tried an elimination diet? Maybe you are allergic to something you are eating. My oldest has a milk allergy and I didn't know anything about that when he was little. He had ear infections, all kinds of mucus, a hard time breathing when he ate too much dairy. Another common one is wheat - which would really suck for you since you are a baker...Basically, the way I have done it in the past is to water fast for a couple of days and then start with eating one food for a couple of days - something that hardly anyone is allergic to like sweet potatoes... then add one other food and have only those 2, after a few days, add one more...
I am so sad that you are not feeling good...
I suppose the allergy is possible my father has a good amount of allergies.
The wheat would be a shitty one but would explain why it only seems to affect my breathing as I don’t eat much wheat. I know that I have a milk sensitivity, I get gassy when I drink a glass.
Never tried the elimination diet, how would you moderate blood sugars while fasting? That would be my only issue with trying. I can eat what ever lol so be a good place to start I think.
Thanks for the idea 👌
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https://www.healthline.com/nutrition/elimination-diet one thing a quick search brought up.
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If you have blood sugar problems, maybe don’t fast but figure out a food you want to start with and eat it for a few days. Maybe do an enema to help elimination... I used to know some good sites with advice but haven’t done any food related stuff in a while...
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Will do, for the time being I’m just going to cut the milk and wheat the best I can. If that don’t seem to make any difference I’ll try starting with potatoes and meat.... I am a big meat eater and find it’s the easiest way to sustain my energy levels
Not certain about the enema though 😝
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I’ve had some chronic health problems as well. It’s very frustrating especially when people think your not sick.
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That is most definitely the most frustrating part! Each person looks at you like your nutz, hello can’t you hear me coughing!?!
Least they were straight forward this time, the doc said... “obviously something is not right but it’s not your lungs as you have 💯 blood oxygenation while resting, may drop when active but that cannot be tested without a full physical” then he said outright they have done all they can do and now require input from a specialist just need to get the appropriate test done first.
The trouble is mucus build up but the answer of why cannot be answered without knowing what’s causing the irritation and where exactly the irritation is.
I am booked for a full spectrum blood test and the important one a pulmonary breathing test which will get me into the specialist. 4-8 week waiting for that breathing test, I am just supposed to be aware that I could become pneumonic by that time and take myself into the hospital if I am.
His words “there is no reason for a young man like yourself with an athletes heart and lungs to be coughing as you are” ... thanks for the backhanded compliment doc 🤦♂️
@acewall73 What was it that you were struggling with?
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